So reading back after some time, can’t believe the answers are all here in these replies to this random post. Guess I wasn’t able to relate to it back then since I was still a noob with this discreet extra curriculum activity. Final post to appreciate someone special and if it helps those who seek the same comfort, but not sure where to start or set the right pace. The search for this special friend was indeed a fucked up journey, literally fucked. mostly not so great fucks since I want a fast match to get it over and done with.. there are a handful of great ones but the worst are those that played mind games or those that are afraid with bare naked open communication, and or being direct abt the wants and needs, some boastful ones too but aha~ just be careful picking…
I’ve been ghosted and rejected too but it’s a fair game, u win some and lost some battles in life. Just moved on even with shame, the right one will scope you up and make it all better

I mean you gotta meet the bad ones to know exactly what you want and don’t right!? The best attitude to go with is not have expectations, it ruins the fun and makes it feel like a chore. But have some standard though, if he/she is not putting in effort to match schedule, add some spicy fun, open to explore… or even be constant with communicating den move on to the next one who’s willing to. No matter how good the fucks may have been, it’s not worth when it’s one sided.
There is a difference though between FWB and FB, FWB is way much better than a FB experience. But remember, nothing last forever so just enjoy while it last and make it count.
Lastly, wanna update that I’ve finally found it, my perfect FWB, (not flexing hor) this really special one that fits so well, fits the mouth where it fills in slurpy deep, body trembling when the nipples teased and suckled, arching ass to meet and connect down south, esp the puss purrs while squeezing and sucking it once it enters the dripping swollen opening. I stand corrected saying masting is enough, it’s not as amazing, where all the sensitive body parts sores after deed was done. And I’m not kidding when I say he’s able to make me moan like a pornstar even just with words. Not to mention a preset fantasy actually came through unprecedented! The bad side of it is, it can be so addictive.
If this sounds cringe… well just too bad since it’s my fucking thoughts

thanks for reading!
