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Stupid heart
Just turned 28. I spent most of this past year traveling and meeting girls, mostly in Thailand and Vietnam. Some cute girls, but I can fuck and forget, whatever. Later in July arrive in Bangkok and meet beautiful ML. I try to forget but keep seeing her every day. Now I can't move on. Want to stay and date her now. But have to leave for work and may not come back for at least 1 year. Thinking about quitting and try to find job in Thailand instead, but it's stupid I think. Brain dun wanna waste future earnings just to see her, but heart wants stay with her. I have savings to live on another 1 year no problem. maybe try to find job in 1 year, if can't find good one, maybe have to forget lah.
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