[janelee]

MMMMMMM, feels like I got many slaps in the face for being so stupid - but at least its reality speaking. Thanks for the advice everyone. You're probably right ):

And yes Xgenre, I'm pretty young, and still go to zouk etc etc. Nth wrong with that? (: probably my idealism/naivety is due to my age too, causing me to fall for all he says... girls always fall for the bad boys.

NOW.. the next step would be to wean off this addiction to him. arghhhh