Part 3
Note:
I have received feedbacks - some good and some bad. Funnily is that they don't want to post it here but add me on WeChat to tell me about it.
I have said that when I wrote this is to lessen my pain. Indeed it helps. My mom knows about this ongoing pain I am having as well. However as a family we are troubled by the current crisis - my youngest sibling, who just graduated - has to undergo 6 months of chemotherapy. It came as a shock to everyone and we are trying our best to deal with it. Frankly I am exhausted beyond my limits and can just take a step - one day at a time.
So you can imagine all sorts of things going on in my head - family, work, sis, him and me right now falling sick.
Therefore, I appeal if you don't like what is written do move on & avoid reading. It is not a fake story neither it is embellished. It's as real as it get. I don't need the negativity alright?
And as the story goes:
He clean himself up and we sat on the bed chatting with his arms wrap around me. I snuggle up to him.
I didn't wish to part on a bad note today so I keep the conversation to generalities. It's always nice to see him smiling and laughing.
It's always the kiss that started it again. Our kiss was always deep and passionate as we embrace each other, holding to each other tight and the longing for each other I suppose.
Top it off, it is always a 3-4 hour session with him which I enjoy each time.
He was on top of me as I wrapped my legs around his waist - kissing me passionately everywhere. Hug him close and whispered sweet sweet stuff. He enjoys that as his kisses goes harder.
Him: Zee, I love u.
Me: really?
Him: *nods*
Me: Zee too.
The kissing continues as our want for each other heightens. I pull away and told him to lie down and I began my teasing as usual. Licking him from top to bottom and vice versa and sides and sucking him till he shivered and moaning loud calling for me.
I capped him in anticipation for a fuck but still continue teasing him.
I was licking his neck and he was shivering and moaning loud and asking me for more.
A naughty thought came to me.
Me: Shhhhhhh!
Him: Zee, u asking for it!
He sat down to the edge of the bed, pull me towards him and made me sat on him as his cock forcefully enter me as I feel both pleasure and pain. We grind each other and he was moaning hard by now.
Me: shhhhh!
He didn't waste time and carried me and stand up. Fucking me for shushing him.
Him: that's a punishment Zee.
Me: really? I don't feel much *stifling my moan*
Him: u asking for it Zee.
He threw me on the bed, put me into prone position and force himself him in fucking me loud and fast and ignoring my sorry moans.
I was fucked with legs spread apart, legs closed. He turned me over, spread me, place my legs on his shoulders and fuck me hard. Playing with the speed of it
I was in sensation feeling and moaning and couldn't give a heck.
He put my my legs on his chest, holding on to it as if they are walking sticks and pump me deeper. I notice his sexy face and lips curling as I squeeze his cock and he moans loud as he felt me.
He got hornier, lift my ass up and closer to his cock and he rammed it deeper and fuxk me like how rabbits fuck.
I was thrashing wildly. Holding on to his muscular biceps and stifling my moans, I tried to squeeze him again but he won't have any of it.
Lifted me higher, padded me with 2 pillows and he happily pump me away as I struggled with his energy level.
Me: dearrrrrr arghhhhhh dearrrrrrr
Him: Zee.. I love it. I want u deep.. u so sexy. I love u so much.
It brought back memories - a bad one - that happen to me 15 years ago.
I shut it aside, as I feel him fucking me wildly, passionately. This is real Zee. This guy loves you for who u are.
I squeeze my 2 nipples while he continues his merciless pumping.
I spread my legs out and hold on to it while he continues his pumping.
Breathing hard and not stopping, he whack my big ass hard as he began his climax
Him: Zeeeee! Zeeee! Oh God!!! Zeee!!
Me: arghhh yes dear arghhh
Him: Zee i m gonna cum!
And once again I felt him. His way of wild cumming just spectacular. A shot and a bang and a jerk. It just feels good as I felt his cock releasing all those cum.
Sweating, he fell on top of me and I hug him tightly. My eyes began tearing.
Me: dear, I love u.
Him: me too.
Me: can we go breakfast
Him: Zee..but... ok i reschedule the appointment.
Me: thank you.
I have never fell on my knees for anyone. After I got ready - mind you - remember I m still a crossdresser in midst of transition. I don't look naturally woman yet.
I fell on my knees in front of him, apologizing for the difficulty he face for being with me.
Silly girl - he said. He pulled me up and kissed my lips. I was stunned. Realizing my shock he replied,
Him: Zee is Zee in whatever form you are. You still you.
Me: thank you dear.
Before we left, we hug and kissed and as I opened the door, he cheekily kiss my neck and squeeze my butt.
Me: round 3?
Him: my cock will fall off.
We laugh as we both make our way out for breakfast.
It was one of the most memorable I had with him as we sat and chat openly.
I was quite shy as curious looks were thrown to us - me a Malay sissy looking and him a Chinese fit guy.
He seems oblivious to it.
After breakfast we took a train out and him off to work and I went home with an aching heart.
I knew I still want this which echoed his words to me before:
Him: Zee, I don't wanna lose you. We got to make this work.
Yes my dear I will make this work for you too.
Zee misses u very much.
Thanks guys, lets hope episode 5 will be better
