[blackheart]

“You like that my dear? Was it good?” I asked sheepishly.
“Oh Ben. That was the best climax I had in a long time. I was beginning to wonder if I would ever have it again, with all the stress I have been having.”
“I just want to make you happy,” I said.

I moved upwards and leaned forward to kiss her. I started to unbutton her dress, saying “I want to see your breast in the flesh.” She didn’t flinched at all as I slowly undid her button. One by one they came off until it was all undone. I flipped apart her dress to expose her creamy white half-cup strapless bra that could hardly contain her entire breasts. Despite being in a lying position, her breast looked huge as her bra grasped them together, giving a fantastic view of a deep cleavage. I moved to her back and easily unhooked her bra and gently remove them. Her breasts immediately moved apart, but yet still looked deliciously big. I was terribly turned on by the sight of her wonder pair of knockers. The same knockers that I had could only fantasized about in the past. All along I had wondered how they look in the real flesh without the support of modern day push-up bra technology. I wasn’t disappointed.

I moved my head downwards and lightly licked and nibbled her nipples. I next grasped her right breast with my hand and continue to suck and lick at it. By now, her hands were standing to work on my pants. She was sliding her hands over my hard-on from the outside of my pants.

“I am so hard, Janet. Take it out. Don’t tease me any further. Take it out and play with it,” I said in an almost commanding tone.
She began to unbuckle my belt and unzip my pants as I continue my exploration of her breast. In no time, she had my pants undone and I stood up to let her pull my pants and undies completely down. I step out of my lower clothing and bend down to resume my oral work of her breasts. She took my cock in her hands and gave it a few gentle rub before totally enveloping it inside her mouth. I moved my attentions to her left breast as she continued to suck me as hard as she could. The build up was incredible as she alternating between suck my cock and balls. I was losing focus. I could no longer pleasure her breast as she brought me nearer to my climax. I stopped my actions and stood straight up, with her following suit by sitting straight up on the sofa. With one hand on my butt, she continued to suck and rub my cock. It was like a scene from the hundreds of porn movies I have seen in the past. Only this time, I was the main actor. I held her head and helped to push it forward every time she moved inwards. I was going to explode soon. I didn’t care what I wanted next. At this very moment, I only wanted to explode and unload my entire week of unused cum into her mouth.

“God, I am cumming. Harder Janet. Harder. I want to shoot it all inside your mouth. Oh god, it feels so good,” I moaned away, not bothering if she actually heard or cared.
“Oh…yes, oh my, I am cumminggggggggggggg…argh…” I cried out as streams of hot cum burst from the tip of my cock into the very back of her throat.

She didn’t stop sucking (or maybe she didn’t want to). She continue to suck me dry as I watch her swallowing gulps of my cum, mixed with her saliva, down her throat. The lights might have been dimmed but I could still clearly see the sight of her swallowing actions (until now, we were doing it only on the dark beaches). The feeling was totally indescribable as I clearly saw how the woman of my dreams was actually swallowing my precious cum.

She continued to suck me dry until every drop of cum was expelled from my limping cock. She then stood up to face me and started kissing me, transferring the remaining cum and salvia from her mouth into mine. I didn’t care a single bit and swallowed whatever she was passing to me. Anything from my goddess was sweet. She then moved away from me and headed towards the bathroom while I fell backwards on to the sofa, exhausted from my exploits. As I regain my senses, my greed came back to haunt me. Was this sufficient? Wouldn’t it be a completely heavenly if I could shove my cock into that sweet pussy of hers next? Could my cock take another round so quickly after the last round (yes guys, I have never cummed twice in a row before)? Is she turned on enough to throw her guilt aside and have sex with me? The seconds turned to minutes and I could feel my limped meat starting to grow again, as my mind conjured up scenes of how my cock was ramming into her pussy.

She soon returned but her dress was fully buttoned. Was this all, I asked myself? Did I have a chance?

“Hey, aren’t you getting dressed?” She asked me with surprise.
“Er, I thought since the night is still young, we could you know, explore further,” I replied

Janet moved towards and sat besides me. She gave me a kiss and said, “Let’s leave it at this stage ok? I won’t go beyond what we have done tonight and I don’t wish to hurt our relationship. You have been wonderful and I don’t think we should go beyond the point of no return.”

I didn’t know what to say. If I pushed it further, I risked losing everything. Yet, my manhood wasn’t satisfied. Having touched heavens, I wanted more. I wanted to enter heaven totally. I was in a dilemma. What should I do? I just sat there with my hard-on, staring into blank space.

“Ben, you know how I feel about my husband right? Already I am doing things that I shouldn’t and wouldn’t do in the past. I would not know how to face him if I ever fucked with another man. Until now, I have enjoyed what we had. I don’t want to stop nor do I want to go further. I am sure you enjoyed it as much as I did. It is best this way. We can continue to enjoy it without guilt coming on to us, leading to an end of such a wonderful time,” she advised.
I knew where she stood. I was never going to get to fuck her with her consent. To try to convince her would be to destroy the trust and friendship. No, if I wanted to fuck her, it would have to by other means and under different circumstances.

“Sure Janet. I know what you mean. I guess I just got carried away. I truly enjoy it, maybe a tat too much,” I replied, forcing a smile.
“Promise me you will continue with me up to this level?” I asked like a kid begging for treats.
“Sure Ben. So long as we keep to this level, I am also equally enjoying it,” she replied.

I got up and put on my pants. We cleared up the mess and soon were on our way back. I dropped her off at her mom’s place and continued on my journey home. On the way home, my mind began to wander. I was determined to fuck her. My rationality and fear has been totally replaced by greed and lust. One way or another, I was going to get to fuck her, with or without her consent. I was no longer the timid gentleman. I was now Blackheart!

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Stay tuned for the next installment where my total transformation into blackheart took place and how I became a true bastard. Will try to write this over the weekend.