Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Still trolling on your postings bro... great life storyline, would return for more of ur saucy adventures... cheers & happy writing

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Great story!
Please write more... can't wait to know more... :)

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Hey bro, I am still wondering how you could memorize every moment so much to write such this love story of your own, especially the contents of all the conversations between you and them together.

By the way, being a player or a casanova is fair enough to fill up your loneliness, never ever fall into these type of women, especially hookers. Who knows they may have faked their own story to cheat you, or to take advantage on you. We never know. Don't be too serious to treat them actually.

Finally, I also enjoy reading your story bro.

Cheers.

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As the night still young, I just wonder around the area...the most I can think of is to go to the bars, the usual place that me and friends like to hang out...plus, its a walking distance. Sounds like a plan...

I don't want to bother my friends bcoz its weekend, its family time. Somehow my plan didn't work this time..even worst, I don't have plan b..as I was pretty sure that am gona be with Anna that evening... I walk the busy street and arrive at the bar.. its still early and there are only few customer seating here and there... I seat at the usual table

Vin, one of the waiter come and greet me...

Vin : Where is your friend?
Eric : They all busy, I come alone
Vin : How bout your gf?
Eric : Shes not well
Vin : So drink what today?
Eric : Give me 1 jug

As I seat at the corner, my mind just didn't stop thinking about her...I felt so lonely, the world around me moves so slow... as the music plays and the customer sings...I just watch them and cont drink... bitter taste of symphony... order another jug, Vin would come from time to time, we would chat a little bit... we even play billiard together...she got the luxury to spend time with me bcoz at that time not many customer to entertained...furthermore, she know that am alone... thanks Vin..

As the night getting late, the bar is getting busy... I cant stop blaming myself for not booking her as early as I should... the loneliness is driving me crazy...I need someone to talk to... where should I go? perhaps I should just go to Jln P Ramlee... there got plenty girls to talk to... but somehow am just too lazy, but the fact is..i don't want to bump into her while she is with other client...seeing her entertaining random guy in person is the worst thing I can asked for... so in the end, I just stay put and order another jug..

I don't know what time it was, I started to txt Anna where I shouldn't have done it at the first place...ive shown my weakness to her... several txt sent and it become more impulsive... I don't blame the alcohol, I blame my stupidity and vulnerability.. am so weak and nobody there to listen to my thoughts... I pour it to Anna...bad mistake...just bad...

last txt, " Am sorry for bugging you, I just felt very lonely right now and I got no one to talk to..good night babe, miss you"

I keep staring at the phone, reading the older txt that she sent..read those sweet lines over and over... man, this is just sad.. part of my brain begging me to stop the obsession and another part of me just allowing the pain bleed further...I finish the last jug and say my goodbye to Vin..one of my sad Saturday night...

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Thanks bro for the pts, GBU...

Thank you your highness, stay tune ok

Thanks for the support

Heheh..you still here... stay for more ...cheers mate

ok bro, whenever am free I promise to drop couple of lines

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Great story bro, camping for more

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As I walk the empty street to the main road where the cab would be more visible... I keep on thinking to myself...what am I gona do for the rest of the night...several options comes into mind... I don't want to go back now..spending time alone in the room is just sad, furthermore ...I still feel like drinking...In the end, I took a cab and go to Jln P Ramlee...

Arrive at Jln P Ramlee, alone (no friends)... #dejavu (Ep 1 chapter 1)... I didn't go to Anna's place, instead I cross the street and go to the other club just opposite.. as I enter the premise, pay cover charge and walk inside..the club is already at peak, I think its a pinoy band playing... go to the counter and get my booze and wonder around finding spot to land...despite the busy scene, there are still lot of WL around...I got a spot at the back...seat and enjoying the scene...

As Im observing the scene..2 WL come and greet me... I just refuse their company politely... simply bcoz not ngam :D ... altho I didn't plan to tabao any girls but I still keep my option open...who knows :D

I lock my eye to the tv screen most of the time as I observe the scene..i seat at the walk way and its very convenient for me to see many WL walk in front of me.. I just take a peep and keep on scanning... at least that exercise keep me away from thinking about Anna all the time.. actually, there are a lot of pretty WL that night but my guess they already taken... the rest who still free seat outside and chat among them...also they like to walk in pair to fish client...idk why...

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Thanks for the great story bro whether its fiction ur truth it really touches some hurt cords in my heart .

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After awhile, nature call and I go washroom... the scene inside is crazier and as expected those pretty WL are dancing inside with their clients... proceed with my business...

As the night is getting late, I dont think am gona get what I wanted... finish my drink and go home... arrive at the room, empty room...but I dont feel like sleeping... on my laptop and read online forum... perhaps reading can make me sleep... I never been an active member to any forum, although ive been an active reader since 2006 but I just never have the urged to write any FR or contribute anything... I think it is just not my call yet...

At the same time I would browse through escort sites...just to look at the girls... all this while am just trying hard to divert my mind from reaching to Anna...it was quite a struggle tbh... nothing that I do seems right...staring at the phone for the gazillion times... I think Anna just dont bother about me anymore after all those txt I sent...perhaps I scared her alr.. damn... I got hungry and order room service... eat, reading and surfing... damn I cant sleep..feels like almost sober...

it was 3am when I got Anna txt ... damn ..it feels so good

Anna : Gn eric...miss u too
Eric : U still not sleep?
Anna : no..r u ok?
Eric : am ok, maybe bcoz am lonely make me crazy a bit
Anna : go get some sleep la
Eric : why u no sleep...
Anna : I just finish working
Eric : Oh, when can I see you
Anna : tomorrow la, u still stay in Westin? when u go back Oman?
Eric : Still westin, I go back in 2 days time...what time tmrw?
Anna : later I tell u la, now go sleep ok
Eric : ok ok... I see u tmrw then yay!!
Anna : ok, c u bye
Eric : bye, miss u
Anna : miss u too muahzz

Although our conversation has ended like 10m ago, I still keep on staring at my phone...smiling... looking forward to see her again... I wont let her out of my sight this time... I wont....

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Thank you bro...

I did alter some detail of the story to protect myself & my bros, but most of 'em.. am just taking my chance to reveal it, I want the reader to feel as much as what I have gone through...

lastly, this is the truth...its sad but am offering the truth

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Thanks for sharing. Upzz you!

Experience the same loneliness during the worst period of my life.

No one but the family will be there for us during these times.

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It was a rough night, I didn't sleep well...I cant wait to see Anna... I had planned in my mind ..I keep on thinking about it over and over again. Without realizing, I come to obsession mode... its the target depth for my grave digging exhibition...

As the day come, I did nothing..except waiting for the call..lurking in the dark room waiting to be called... it make me restless...at last, she call and on her way to Westin. That 30m is the longest moment of my life... at last, shes at the lobby. I go and meet her at the lobby, seeing her...my sweet Anna... it make me so happy, word cant explain how happy I am... it feels deep with emotion...

Anna, stand in the middle of passer by... black t-shirt with blue jeans and blue heels... free hair with small bag on her right shoulder, handphone on the left hand...grasping the phone so tightly... she smile as I walk towards her...I smile..more like bitter smile... as seems I don't know how to smile anymore... the surrounding seems so blur..only Anna in front of my eye... how sweet her smile is, how perfect she is at that moment... I hug her, in the middle of that busy lobby... there are eyes looking at us, that auntie just check out and walking towards the exit, has that look of disapproving.. I don't care anymore...

We walk side by side, hand in hand to the elevator... we were not alone in the lift, there are few people with us...the smell of Elizabeth Arden from Anna just enchanted the whole world inside... even the dude beside her keep on looking at her 32C, he just smile at me...raising his eye brow... I smile back... ;)

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Anna seems to be happy to see me too... I hope my obsessive txt didn't affect her judgment towards me.. she have seen my weakness...am at her mercy... only honesty that can keep me save for now... I just hope I wouldn't turned to emo freak or something...that would be the worst...

Anna : Are u ok?
Eric : Am super ok hahaha
Anna : Have you had ur lunch?
Eric : Matter of fact, I haven't ...but I don't feel hungry
Anna : Tell me, is there something bothering you?
Eric : Tbh, I felt very lonely and I miss you
Anna : Auwww...
Eric : How is ur client? He book u 2 days...he must have liked u a lot
Anna : I thought u don't like to hear about my business
Eric : I don't mind if you wana share...
Anna : He is a business man from SG, he will come and see me whenever he is in KL
Eric : How is he? I mean, as a person
Anna : You mean how he look?
Eric : ya, his look..maybe how he treat you
Anna : He is slightly older, he is successful and treat me good...sometime we just talk in the room
Eric : ok .. :(

later that day, we went out...We had lunch at Madam Kwan KLCC and went window shopping ...we chat at Dome and spend most of the afternoon within KLCC... we are back like the old couple... we share an ice cream while walking at the park... everything are according to planned..

Time really flies whenever am with her... without realizing, its already dark and we took a cab to go to BB area... at least its nearer to our hotel. We spend most time talking about our school days, how perfect it was, nothing to worry, lots of friends, etc...we had our dinner at McD bcoz I feel like eating burger... after that, we head back to hotel...

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Thanks for enjoying it..I kept a journal and its quite detail...as Im a detail freak..let just say ,part of my job require me to be this way..like a verbatim writer lol..

Good advice bro.. Ive learned my lesson.Tbh Im a person who keep on repeating the same mistake hahaha...after several burning process, am still asking for more..Idk why, maybe I just luv getting burned

Re: Love Story (Lust, $$, honesty, fame)
 

Well bro its not liked gettin burned nature but more to seeking the truth meaning of what life can really offer us & how far we are willing to go to gain tat feelin.